I have never written anything quite so public. And yet I have decided that it may be the only way that I can figure out how to put everything behind me... Make it known, allow perfect strangers into a bit of my life... And let it go...

I haven't done anything heinous or unforgivable, just lived through my mistakes and heartache both received and given. And recently I decided that I needed to put all of the past where is belongs, behind me. So I packed up all of my belongings and moved, just me and the cat. lol For a new life. A start over.

Looking back on my decision, I don't know if I thought it would be easy or difficult to make this huge restart. But I have made the move to a place I find breath-taking and a little heaven on earth. I have gone it alone. I have had to meet all new people, a new job, and begin to start where I left off when I got off the path I thought I would be on before now.. I'm also going back to university.

A huge amount of things in such a short period of time. (I moved four months ago) And much has changed, as I knew it would, and a lot has remained the same, as I had hoped would not. But it's harder to leave some things, or rather some people behind, then I had thought it would be.

So what is this meant to be for me? And for you the reader? What am I writing for? What will I say, what won't I?

I suppose I think this will be a journal of my new beginnings and closure to what I have left behind... It's a living project so I guess I'll have to see what I write and you, will have to see where that leads.

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